Before COVID-19 I worked at home and planned my errands in a logical manner each week to minimize driving around the community. A couple of times a month I would meet with friends for drinks and dinner.

Amid COVID-19 self-isolating and social distancing I work at home and limit my errands to a minimal amount – only groceries really. I connect daily with friends and family using technology.

On the surface life pretty much looks the same……except it isn’t. Nothing is the same. The worry sits close by, the fear hovers near and the feeling of disconnect edges up. Why is that? I think because before COVID-19 I chose my quiet, simple life and now that choice is not mine. Funny how a change in perspective makes you long for something else.

The Toad and I thrive together and are very grateful for many things that we might not have placed as much value on before COVID-19:

• We are both well.
• We love each others company and our rhythms and preferences meld naturally.
• We have plenty of food – both nutritious options and fun snack options.
• Yellow Castle is surrounded by open space and nature.
• The people we love are safe and well
• We have books, games, toys and technology to educate and entertain us.
• We have health care leaders and caregivers who are world class and are working so hard through this crisis – just to name a few.

I know that one day I will make my own choices again and I will be more grateful for them.

Please stay home. Please practice all the precautions shared by the experts. Please take care of all of us as you take care of yourself.